A Million Miles (to Steve)

I want to see what’s in your eyes,
I want to play your game.
I need to understand your fear,
I need to feel your shame.
I never saw what you became,
What happened on that day?
A change, your eyes became opaque,
You drifted, soared away.
I try, it’s very hard to hear,
It’s very hard to see.
You hide behind a crying smile,
A million miles from me.
I cannot ever feel for you,
You turned their hearts away,
Something I could never lose,
I feel it every day.
I’ll not forget, I never will,
The hurt, the black they see.
But you will never read these words,
A million miles from me.